sad

dont u just hate it when people in ur life that really matter have ta leave...it is so sad cause they cant even help it cause they r going to college and they say they would stay if that wasnt in the way but how can u ever no for sure. it is sad to think that maybe they r lying to u but how will u ever really no for sure...all those times u shared could just be lost in those sad hours spent in ur room thinking bout all the things u miss and then realizing it is all gone and what r u going to do cause they were ur life and now it is empty cause they r gone,,,,what do u do then when life just might feel like it is over. some people eat ice cream but what if u dont wanna look in the mirror and see urself looking like ur fifty pounds heavier than the fat chick rite next to u. and while ur thinking bout how big she is she is probably thinking about her lost friends and how she wishes that ice cream didnt make her look so fat. life is an endless cycle of ups and downs but when does it stop and how do u say no. how can u fix broken glass mend a shattered heart..maybe u cant but the truth is all of our problems they started with other people and dont lie. they did the reason most peope cry is because of what other say and the fads yeah they r because of different people rite..our whole life is built on someone eles opion but does it have to no but we let it...well back to the losing of someone why is it so hard to let go why cant we just say screw u to the person and be done with it was do others got to get in the way of ur happiness but the truth is ud never be happy with out the others either why does life gotta be so confusing?